she made a remark about the pleasantness, of my cologne. i looked her up and down, laughing softly under my breath and said. “don’t be fooled pretty girl, it’s there to mask the scent of stale cigarettes. sweat. and cheap booze.” her eyes caught mine and they rolled back into her skull. she took my … Continue reading Scent.
Been up for a couple days straight now, sleep doesn't come easy anymore, and when it comes it's not good, memories and dreams become one, reality doesn't seem very real, the warm body in my bed doesn't cure the loneliness, the pills don't stop the noises, but the drink, the drink is still a friend, … Continue reading Sleep.
The snow has fallen and winter has finally begun. The days are getting shorter and the nights grow long. The coldness in my bed only amplified now that you're gone. I know I wasn't yours but for me you were the one. I'll miss the way it felt to spend winter wrapped in sheets together. … Continue reading Snowfall.
I sought hollow comfort in another woman's bed. Tried to fill this void inside myself, tried to clear my head. Of you. And now I know for sure, what I had only thought before. You are irreplaceable. And so I'll get up in the morning and I'll sleepwalk through my day. Dreaming about the times … Continue reading Sleepwalking.
My storm has finally come to claim it's prize. The rains picking up now. Pulled in every direction by the crazed winds that surround me. Thunder roars on in the distance. Inching closer every second until it feels as if it's origin is inside of me. Clawing it's way up my throat trying to escape. … Continue reading Goodbye.