A Man is not supposed to cry,
but I just cried until I lost my vision.
A Man should be able to control his anger,
but I hit the wall until I lost feeling in my fingers.
A Man would stop drinking when he’s had enough,
but I just poured another and my glass is doused in blood.
A Man would think twice before he sends that text,
but I just sent another that I can never take back.
A Man would not get behind the wheel when he was drinking,
But i’m driving down the road and now I’m pushin 80.
A Man would not have tried to takes his own life,
but I already committed and now I’m paying the price.
A Man would not have thrown away everything he held dear in one night.
but that’s what I did and no actions or words can ever fix tonight.
A Man would not find himself in my position,
But I’m not really a man just a boy playing pretend.