enough time has passed,
where the pain is
no longer a constant.
it hits now,
like a wave strikes the beachfront
at high tide.
and in that moment when it comes
it envelopes everything.
washing away all the good that
currently exists.
then it passes.
i spend the days where your memory overtakes me,
reminiscing about our time spent together.
the laughter we shared,
your smile.
the love.
i still miss my friend, and i worry
i will never stop.
i can’t reach out to you
and that’s my fault.
i won’t reach out to you
but i will think about you.
and hope,
you’re doing well.
because what i felt,
was real.
and what you gave me,
i can’t forget.
i won’t ever stop,
loving you.

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